Father's day blog

I would like to wish all fathers , a very father's day !
Fathers are traditionally not celebrated as mothers do ; something which is changing with the shift of role and responsibility nowadays. I am a dad myself and honestly, I was never ready to hold such big responsibility. One learns as one moves on with life; one of the realizations of conscience.

With wifey's bad obstetric history, I never imagined being in my position right now. Three kids who are 2 years apart in between! All growing up so fast within a flash. Seeing them develop and acquire new skills is a pleasure and not to be missed. You can see how much of you and wifey's trait in them be it directly or not!I never fail to laugh and smile seeing them with their antiques!
At the same time , it is a bit scary to think that they will become teenagers and adults soon; getting into trouble and dealing with their decisions. My experience tells me that their life will be colourful and plentiful as well !! Hahahaha bahaya ni.
Will i be a supportive and responsible dad? Huhuhu... Insya Allah...

Looking for inspiration

'Would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here?'
'That depends a good deal on where you want to get to,' said the Cat.
'I don't much care where --' said Alice.
'Then it doesn't matter which way you go,' said the Cat.
'--so long as I get somewhere,' Alice added as an explanation.

Lewis Carroll, Alice's Adventures in Wonderland

Keep away from people who try to belittle your ambitions. Small people always do that, but the really great make you feel that you, too, can become great.

Mark Twain

Preparing for busy days ahead..

I'm currently in the midst of preparing my oral presentation for our biannual ASEAN Anaesthesia Congress in KK this July. Completing the study was a relief and preparing a presentation to defend my findings is no joke ! I am lucky that my supervisor , Prof Lucy is very supportive and I've been seeing her very often these days !She is very thorough and in a way it was fun going through my data and facts with her !! Hahahaha There are countless versions of my presentations as I need to make major changes after seeing her every week! However I don't mind at all because I know that we are doing this so that my presentation would be perfect..( heheh as much as how I want it to be). It is of great honour to be chosen and in contention for the Young Investigator's Award. It has been quite some time since my last involvement in an academic challenge. I have this knack to present and enjoy doing it at the same time !!

I am in a bit of rush because I will be going to Lingga Island, Riau Indonesia with the USM oralmaxillofacial team end of this month. I felt honoured to be invited by the faculty to be ap art of the team who will be doing cleft lip and palate repair surgeries for the under priviliged in Riau. It will be an eye opener and interesting trip as how I enjoyed my Palembang visit last year! The trip will be cooler this year as the bulk of the trip would be on ferry to the Riau archiplego! I can't wait for the trip really.. of course a lot of stories and tales to share !
The only drawback is I will not be completing my first ever 42km marathon ! Although I've registered ; I reckon that the Indonesia trip is something I should not miss. The current event will only encourage me to do the Singapore marathon in December.. hehehe ada berani ??

Getting nearer to the bridge

Which bridge ? Nope ..not the crooked one I assure you!
Judgement day is getting nearer you see.. my finals which is in May next year. Time flew really fast and not knowing it, I'm in my final year now. Only 1 more year of training to go. The past 3 years passed me without halt. I can't imagine myself being the senior most trainee in my current institution ; i guess i am now the person i looked up to during my early years in the programme. I am a bit anxious but at the same time thankful as the journey I embarked is not something that I regret at all. I've been enjoying it in a way ; taking one step at a time.
Its every medical students priority to straight jump into specialty once the housemanship training was over.Its not as easy or idealistic as how we imagine it .. or perhaps plan it to be! For instance nyself , I was inclined into Paediatrics that i had my try in the Part 1 MRCPCH! My initial plan in joining anaesthesia was to develop the acute care skills which i thought important as a budding paediatrician then.. Allah was great and somehow i got hooked and Anaesthesia is my life now.
A lot of collateral things happened as well. I've 3 kids now which was a total wonder compared to 4 years ago! That itself changed my perception about responsibilities and I am stil learning to be a good parent if not as how my parents were. At the ame time , I had a quantum leap in terms of healthy living where I am back to who I was once upon a time! That wold explain my blog coverage which when i browsed back seemed to beconquered with my physical activities instead of my anaesthesia !
I can only thank Allah for al his blessings so far and I live as how I want it to be , Insya Allah.. :)

Faces of Xterra Malaysia..

(pics courtesy of Azad)

Xterra Malaysia.. TEAM VOLTRON !!

We went to Kuantan.. did something together.. and we finished it ! We are definitely happy to be part of history ; finishing the Xterra Malaysia which was the first ever edition organized in South East Asia !! Alhamdulillah !!

It all started when Kamal ( who seldom call me on the phone ) gave me a ring and enthusiasticly asking whether we can join this race. He is an MTB enthusiast therefore taking part in a rare MTB race in Malaysia is an opportunity he could not afford to miss ! Otherwise , his MTB hobby he developed when he was in UK would go into shambles and the potential will not realized. The only way we could all join this race was being in a group and we were lucky there was a RELAY event !! ( Me n Kamal not much of a swimmer..and swimming 1.5 km ???? )
Getting Azad to join was not difficult as any exciting adrenaline pumping activities is a must for him. He used to be a certified lifeguard and he did the sprint PD triathlon last year ; thus a SWIMMER guranteed !! Kamal obviously was the MTB man and of course me..the runner. None of us are pros but i guess these are our strengths !


(post briefing with fellow blogger !)
We stayed in Hyatt as we thought that it would be the most convenient place to stay for the race ( besides Azad getting the discounted rate). Driving a bike on top of Kamal's BMW was a real eyesight and grins were everywhere when we passed people on the highway !! hehehehe
When we arrived on a hot Saturday afternoon , everything was in place in Teluk Cempedak and the atmosphere was there! The set up was good and after registration in Vistana we proceeded to check in Kamal's bike at the beach. Wow... memang cool giller..

Kamal was so nervous that he could not sleep the whole night ! Azad was snoring away and I was so and so.. Kamal was puking like he was about to be married the whole morning !! hahahaha ( Jgn marah aaa ) We were ready!! GOOO VOLTRON FORCE !!!

Azad started the race as our swimmer in this swim 1.5km , MTB 30km and train run 10km event. I was initially afraid of his safety and that was why i stayed on the beach to monitor him. I don't want anything bad happen to him however confident I am on his experience. It was scary looking at the whole group swimming across the deep sea. There were few drop outs as they swim and I was stil worried. Azad was cool however.. calmly doing his bit and I was glad when he finished his course !! GO AZAD !! We were not in the driving seat but to survive the 1.5km swim is not an easy fit !! Cayalah bro !!


Kamal was next on the bike and he flew off as soon as the baton was passed to him. He was so determined on going on that he did not smile for my camera. hehehehe I waited for another 2 hours plus before it was my turn to run. During this time , the winner from the pro section arrived and wow... that was Xterra winner ! I dunno how this guys do it..but they are damn fit aah... cayalah...
Kamal came back enthusiasticly; he was speeding along the plank and to the transition area.It had started to rain and Kamal was all mud when he got to me. I was glad to see him and was ready to go for my turn! I was a bit cooled down though because it was only at 1130am that my run began ! The trail was fair with its two loops. The climb was ok the first round but I could only manage to walk up on the second ! I was glad that i took my trusty trail shoes ( Axel..rm60!!) which was a bit heavy compared to my running shoes but reliable for climb up and down! This shoe survived genting trailblazer , G. Hitam and Mulu/Pinnacles ; which in every trip I expected it to rip off for me to throw it away! The shoe remained steady all the way and this shoe allowed me to run down the trail confidently to compensate my walk on the way up! Made in Malaysia !!!

And we survived.. finished it..and happy !! It was worthwhile eventhough it is just a relay event.COngratulations to my fellow Voltrons ; Kamal and Azad who made the trip and experience worthwhile! Kudos to the organizers for a fun event ; you guys rock organizing something international ! Definitely a sign of more good things in the future.. Insya Allah !!

Accidental run

We were in One Utama early this morning. Wifey initially planned to buy few IT stuff before lunch at Taman Tun. To my surprise , there was an event happening at the new wing lobby. It was a promotional stunt for the incoming KL marathon late June ; a 24 hours threadmill challenge ! I would have planned it with my group of friends if i had known it earlier ! It was the first of its kind in Malaysia and participants are encouraged to join in their bid to be in the Malaysia Book of Records !

Each participant was required to walk or run ; at a minimum speed of 5km/h ( which is truly walking phase) or run as much or as fast as they can for 5 minutes ! Easy isn't it ? Well , i queued up and had m fair share of a 5 minute run ! And walah... a certificate to prove my participation!! Hahaha not bad ah for an easy going sunday morning ! but 5 minutes was too short as i became a bit carried away while running on the threadmill!

We were supposed to buy a lot of things but it was halted by the typical sibling rivalry scenario ! Wifey thought of renting the small cute mini car stroller will make both the kids happy.. Unfortunately , both Qaisya and Dzaeff fought against each other for a ride ! Wifey thought one of them would settle down to be on the back seat but boy.. was she wrong ! Both of them cried and hackled each other to be in the driving seat ! hahahaha.. She spent most of the time trying to moderate but of course, it runs in the blood. None of them would settle for the second best ! hhahahahaha
P/S Somehow , the Dzaeff vs Qaisya episode reminded me of the MBvsMB tussle in Perak... :)

NB 15K pictures

before the race...

dah habis!!!


solo pose.. berjaya!!

Congrats to the victors !

The Masters of Anaesthesia results were out today. Congratulations to my seniors who passed their part 2 and now certified Anaesthesia specialists !!! Tahniah !! Sepcial mention congrats to Shah ( a fellow anaesthetist blogger) as well! Continue blogging bro ; you are a specialist now !! Of course , to my Part 1 colleagues ; congratulations for passing and I know the burden is off !! Alhamdulillah...
And now.. it'll be my driving seat soon. In a year's time it will be my turn and watching them waiting for the results sent shivers to my spine !! Goosebumps all over.. takut seehh... kena start study nih.. hmm.. esok la.. hahahaha

And today.. was the RAMPASAN KUASA DAY !!! Behold and beware..
We are the final years now.. hahahaha

New Balance 15K 2009

Streamyx was down in BJ during the weekend therefore I was not as swift as before to update my latest activities ! In the midst of wifey's preparation for her viva ; I was busy with the kids but glad that i managed to squeeze in runs in the evening to maintain my runs..

We joined the New Balance 15K on Sunday ; a year after the gang stepped up on our runs. Last year , this run was the first upgrade from 10K. We've never done anything more before and I am glad this year most of the gang stepped up as a preparation for 21K and the full marathon end of June !

I was happy with my run this time. I didn't really time it but I reckon it was around 1 hr 35 minute"ish", A vast improvement from my sub-2 last year ! I guess the training helped and I was never tired or exhausted. My speed was good and I must say I am very happy. It was a hot race after 8am and there were only 2 water stations.

The route was good but I was prepared with the hilly route ! However , i succumbed to the mental blow when we had to run around the finishing line at the last 1km. MENTAL beb !! hahahahaha ingat dah nak habis ;I should have known better !! Hahahaha

Azad , Kamal , Wan Edrin , RUslan and Halim completed the race in their resepectable times. We have improved !! Kudos.. and I will post more photos when I have the time to upload them..

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We were heading home when I heard the announcement by the MC requesting for any doctors around.. I was looking at Kamal and in turn , he looked back at me !! hahahaha Well , I waited if there was any other but then he repeated the call . I then volunteered myself to see what was wrong and apparently there was a lady who was looking ill with the St John's team and they did not know what to do next. I did felt like an important person then as i was escorted to the sick bay area. hehehehe

Nasib baik la I'm an anaesthetist and not eye doctor ke.. ( hahaha no offence !) and I examined her. I had to resort to the basic clinical examination skills because I had nothing else ( no BP cuff set too !! ) .Clinically she was alright , her limbs were cold but her pulse was fairly good. She was too exhausted especially with the weather and fairly stable. I was afraid if she had contracted heat stroke but alhamdulillah , after the oxygen therapy she looked better. Of course , being more than 50 ; a myocardial infarction cannot be ruled out therefore i suggested for them to go to the nearest hospital for an ECG and blood investigations just to confirm.

The moral of the story , doctors will never be out of job.. hahahaha

Burn out

Nowadays its a bit difficult for me to sit down and blog. Our hectic schedule and taking care of the kids had filled our time to the max. Being independent is a challenge and I must "tabik spring" my wife for her superhuman effort. She will be defending her ever dreaded thesis mid May as the last hurdle to pass before she can call herself a qualified Radiologist. Imagine , having 3 kids in the 4.5 years of postgraduate studies is no joke and alhamdulillah she has coped well so far. There were few moments when the bubble burst but somehow the patchwork worked remarkably. I suppose the motivation sped on upon looking the 3 wonderful kids that we have.

Since moving to BJ , I'm more close to my 2 kids. Wifey is taking 100% care of the youngest so its up to me to handle Dzaeff and Qaisya. I'm a beeter father now ; feeding , playing and putting them under.. ( to sleep lah !) I;ve learnt more about them and i guess they know me better now. They do inherit a lot of my traits eg my eating habits! Both are chocolate lovers and nothing less ; and of course when the food is black in colour regardless the taste , it is not our favourite !! Hahahaha
Dzaeff is not a big problem as he is soft hearted , he won't be disobedient for long as he will succumb in the end. Dzaeff can be sleazy and manipulative at times and that is why we call him the politician.Qaisya is different. She has temperaent and can be really really stubborn at times. That would be wifey's fault because this is definitely her trait !! HAHAHAHA However she can be really sweet at times and i've grown to miss her more nowadays. I must confess I was not keen to have daugthers and preferred sons. Now i know why there's always the daddy's girl tag! Qaisya comes to me when she is unhappy and that make me melt. She would really show her dissatisfaction or negative standings ; she's not afraid of wifey and with me..she knew she cannot mess around.

For all this , I must thank Allah for giving me the happiness that I have now. Alhamdulillah.

Things i receive on my email..

An invitation from a pissed off mother in law...
Hahahahhaha

Qystiena's aqiqah

It was Qystiena's turn this time. Both her elder siblings were celebrated the same way and of course , she should not be treated less ! Mama held her aqiqah & taqniq in Taman Tun this morning. It was an event that she enjoy very much ; inviting both her marhaban groups to recite marhaban and sing nasyid for Qyst.



And of course.. the usual antiques of Daeff and Qaisya!!

Thank you very much for my friends who turned up for lunch !

Happy birthday to Papa !

We didn't plan this.. We thought it would be nice to surprise Papa when he gets back home.. Of course , Dzaeff was very enthusiastic about it !!

A nice Sunday

I was post call and everything was going according to plan. My call was not bad at all and I was fresh upon waking up. I initially thought I only had on engagement and I was taking my own sweet time.

It was not until 1130am when the red envelope on top of the tv caught my attention. I had a quick look and only then i remembered ! I had RSVP'd Siew Nee a long time ago ! I totally forgot about her wedding and urrghh.. wifey was still not back yet from Maks. I never thought of skipping it thus the kelam kabutness that ensued. I phoned Mama asking on her availability as I don't think I want to bring Dzaeff and Qaisya to the wedding. Luckily she was ok about it and in a huff and puff we got ourselves ready.

The card mentioned specifically 12pm sharp and i knew i will not be able to make it in time. But being Malaysians.. i estimated that people will be late and thank god ; when we arrived at about 1230pm; they have not started yet! Siew Nee looked wonderful and I guess this must be the happiest day in her life!

Met up few ex-IMU mates and it was nice catching up. It seemed like we were never away from each other as the conversation flow went smoothly without a glitch. I had my fun and of course , everybody adored Qystiena's punk hairstyle !!

We had another engagement which was supposed to be our only event that day .As the turn of events happened, we were very late in the true tradition of OT ( over-time). The kids were sleeping initially but I thought that I should just take them otherwise we would have been really late! I told Deeno I was following Nepal time which was about 4 hours behind..thus making me on time at 1pm . The food was good and I had my fair share of chicken rice. The company was good and it was good that i managed to introduce wifey to the wonderful guys and gals of OGKL. This was suppose to be an exercise so that i will have the SUPER-LICENSE in the future.. hehehehe ( to climb mountains la.. what were you thinking ?? )