Friday, March 22, 2019

Just be happy!

Being happy can be a challenge to few. What makes someone happy? Achieving something? rewarded? acknowledgement? Money? power? attention? 

I guess it varies from one person to another. Its not difficult to be happy. Just be happy! Haha sounds easy right? becuase it is easy to be happy. Just be happy! Simple! Just be happy! Let go of everything that you have piled up in your mind and just be happy!

All this while we have been trained to associate happy as some kind of reward. If there is nothing to celebrate, so why be happy? Adoi.. thats a sad look on life. Just let everything go especially all the problems that you have gre in your mind pockets, let it go and be happy!
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Seriously! It is when we are thankful for whatever we have, whatever that had happened, to whatever problems that beckons one should just thankful for it. Somehow being thankful will make the soul be at peace otherwise one will always mumble and complain for all the reasons that happen in life. Syukur and syukUR!

Seriously! live your life as it comes always once! Mind yourself and to heck with others. Honestly, we do spend our time thinking about others. Envious of others, jealous of their achievements, being in an indirect competition to be the perfect one, looking at what others have not given you and picking on it all the time.. haha Why lah? Why so sad? 

I used to be vengeful. So much anger in me and i dedicated my aim to do it. But i've learnt that it made me negative all the time, looking for another's fault. At times, i'd just pick on whatever flaw that i see.

Hajj 2015 was a revelation. I let that feeling go. Really let it go. And to my surprise, it brought peace to my inner self. I am in congruent with my soul. It was a relief to a burden that i had grudge on. Alhamdulillah, never felt better since. It is so nice to have nothing to think about (haha.. macam lego movie pulak) And letting all the negative go was the best that had happened to my life. 

At the moment, I am being challenged to my greatest might. It is so easy to return to all the grudges and pain that i had let go before. I know how it feels to say things just to hurt rather than to find an amicable solution. It is so sad to see how things just being turned against you. I was ready to retaliate but i did not do so for the simplest reason: I will be a hypocrite because by retaliating i am doing the same of what is done to me. I am a changed person hence i have to let it be. 

The dilemma is real but i believe that if we are in the right, it will be shown sooner or later. Patience is virtue. Saying it is easy but to maintain that waaaa.. No wonder a lot of kalamullah is about being patience! 

I guess one will realize all about sincerity. If we keep on picking on the problem and not solving it, than something is not right.. 

Salam.. Christchurch incident

When i first saw the initial part of the video, i thought it was from a game. It really looked like one so i did not continue watching as only the video was circulated. Then later, it was forwarded from other groups as well mentioning something just happened live. And i watched it again. Astaghfirullah, it was real and the way the gunman did it was exactly how you would watch playing the first view gunman game. (Origin was Doom i think).
The gunman was true to his cause. If you had looked into his fb as well as background check on him, you cannot deny his ideation and fanatism towards white supremacy. It was as real as it can be! He really planned it well knowing how many he could gun down on that gloomy Friday.
The whole world was shocked but the NZ PM really did a good job in controlling the situation. Her speech, her demenour wasspot on and she received a lot of praises on how she handled the situation. 
I guess what happened was just how one executes one's own true feeling. In this current world it is not easy to do, to be real to one's feeling. Its always how the majority would determine how the norm should be. Shootings like this is too common in Gaza but yup, nobody really cares. 
One good thing the NZ PM did was to straight away classify it as a terrorist attack which most westerners would not label it as such in previous incidents. Only when it involved muslim gunman that it is classified as terrorist. Now, the act that happened in Christchurch was true to the definition of terrorism. 
Im sure its not going to be the last of such islamophobia acts. We'll see.


Wednesday, March 20, 2019

RA Masterclass in Ayer Keroh

Oklah i thought. Melaka is not too far. Teett.. wrong! The traffic was horrendous on Saturday and i spent 3 hours on the highway before reaching the Hospital.

Thank god i was on time. Pak Dan and Amir was already there and was about to begin the hands on. This was our second programme after January in Johor. RA workshop for those in private. This time it was in Pantai Ayer Keroh ; another Pantai Sister hospital.
I've always enjoyed teaching hence i was not hesitant to participate when asked by Abbvie. Its good to share the knowledge with others and the session was short and sweet. Thank you for everybody's time. I then rushed back to Iskandar as I will be oncall that Sunday.

Tuesday, March 12, 2019

Takde kerja cari kerja haha

Yup, I did it again. Did what? menyusahkan diri sendiri hahaha
I've just joined the MBA ( Healthcare Management) via IMU.
As a part timer of course but from the way they are running it, its full time! But i know my commitments so i dont think i can do it full time no matter how kiasu i can be! We've started the 2 modules - HR and SM and i must say i am learning a lot of new things. As lecturers, they will speak in jargons and terms that sometimes i need to really catch up. Tapi biasalah kot lecturers :) 

I am lucky because with the internet age, its easier to be part of the classes especially in fulfilling the MQA requirements. It would have been impossible in the past. I'm sure there are lots to discover! As a programme though unless we move towards online classes, then only will the course be popular if not regional the world! I did it before in Perth with Melbourne Uni few years ago so nobody can say it is impossible! 
I have been looking and browsing on the MBA courses from various institutions. I chose IMU because of it specific to healthcare and that is my expertise anyway. Its beneficial to learn new things and as I've mentioned to the class, my retirement plan! haha 
My classmates haha Im the oldest kot!! 

So lets see how we go about it and perhaps i will blog my experience being a student again :) 

The Greatest Showman

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All the shine of a thousand spotlights,
All the stars we steal from the skies...

Bamboo run 2019

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I did not plan to do this run earlier so I did not register. This is the ongoing edition of a running event in UiTM that have stayed and slowly gaining popularity. The one thing i enjoy about this run is the combination of both road and trail for its trek. 
I informed Adli the possibility of me joining the run at the very last minute and it was ok to be there. I made my way earliy in the morning for this run and i had to go off early to do the chores during the weekend for the children. 

It was a good 10km trail run. the bukit kubur was really ascending and challenging but that makes the run fun! My old saucony shoe was up to serve for the very last time. It was not at its very best and I was lucky that the foot dropped off when i was done with the run! Haha
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Thanks Adli. I will try to make the run again in the coming editions!!